I am… A lot of times!
My bio on LinkedIn says I am an aspiring author.
My writing streak on this blog is running at 331 posts without a break.
I have written six short stories to go with these posts.
And yet, for the last couple of years, I have been stuck at writing my first book.
Not because I don’t have ideas. I have three.
Then why am I not able to progress? Why I am lost for words?
As I was thinking about this and trying to figure out what should I do to unblock myself, I realised I am in this situation because of time!
Or the excuse thereof…
Time to think and refine my ideas. Not today or tomorrow. One perfect day/week/year.
Time to write when I will have bandwidth in my life. While prioritising everything else.
Time to actually do this sincerely, to do complete justice to the process and the goal. And yet, not being sincere about the quest.
As I thought more about it, I figured I was giving myself excuses to not start writing. And instead procrastinating it because it’s easier to do so.
I haven’t gotten over the line yet. Am still waiting and thinking.
But it feels like a good lesson to share. There are a few things we should wait for, but there are others which we should just go after!
Perhaps, time for me to cross the line and just start. Writing.